Hello, everyone. I’m in a very…. bad kind of mood. Not really angry, just… I dunno. Anyway, haven’t written the past few days because we {my household} have had to do some home improvement to our roof. {It leaked on my bed!!! >_< Grr…} So haven’t really had time to get to the compy. I just watched America’s Sweethearts. It was really funny, I recommend it. Rather jumpy plot though. Well, it didn’t really jump around, it just… concentrated on one thing for a long time, and the next thing for just a few minutes… you get the idea. Still great, though!! I would pay to see this movie, if not just for the stars. There was a preview on it for a movie about baseball players, and tons of actors {and actress} I recognized, like Jessica Biel, Freddie Prinze, Jr., the guy that played Riley on Buffy, Matthew Lillard, all kinds of fun. That one’s a must see. As is American Pie 2. I just LOVE Alyson Hannigan. LOVE. She’s great. EEK! I can’t wait for Buffy next season. I also can’t wait for September 24th. That’s when FX starts showing Buffy from the beginning. I didn’t really get to see the first two seasons because that’s when our local cable didn’t have WB. Now, about the WB, I could really care less. Scum. Anyway.
I feel horrible about a lot of things. I know you’re thinking, “Great. Another whiny blog.” but WAIT. I have good reasons. I was talking with Randy tonight about all kinds of past things, and I hurt one of my friends really bad. I think that is the only time I have intentionally hurt someone. It was about three years ago, and it was Jeremy. And it just now hit me, tonight, how horrible that was. I really feel very ashamed. Jeremy, I don’t know if you even read this, but I’m sorry. From the bottom of my heart.
I also feel awful because my domain situation isn’t going very well. I just feel like I can’t make a good layout or have traffic or be one of the best. That’s not completely what I’m going for, but it would be nice. When {if} I get my own domain, hopefully it will be better.
I do feel good about one thing though. I looked in the mirror tonight and felt really pretty. That doesn’t happen a lot, but I think I’m finally getting used to the skin I’m in. Took me long enough. 19 years. Blah, I’m going. I made a really good poem and I’m going to see if I can’t toss it on a pic and make a nice layout. Bye.
Lindsey @ 2:51AM
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