I noticed that I’ve been so afraid to show much emotion on my journal. I’m not sure why, I’m a very emotional person. Probably from years of other people sending messages that emotion should be kept in check. Anyway, here’s a little personal bit of me… Eric had this long survey thing but I just liked the last part of it. This is sort of like word association, wherein you say the first thing that pops in your head, so go ahead and psychoanalyze me. 😀
I KNOW: plenty of scientific things, hardly anything about life
I WANT: to be happy
I HAVE: everything I need
I WISH: to be the best person I can
I HATE: my father
I MISS: my father
I FEAR: love and happiness
I HEAR: what people are thinking in between their words
I SEARCH: for truth in my own life
I WONDER: if there is any other life out there
I REGRET: getting on the plane
I LOVE: being myself
I ACHE: for something I can never have while living
I CARE: so deeply for anyone that’s hurting
I ALWAYS: feel like the world’s on my shoulders (pre-Eminem)
I AM NOT: weak, passive, or going to be held down in any way
I DANCE: because it’s the only time I truly love myself
I SING: because I breathe
I CRY: when I can’t hold all the emotion inside
I DO NOT ALWAYS: do what I’m supposed to
I FIGHT: because no one else will fight for me
I WRITE: not often enough
I WIN: woah… drew a blank on that one… i don’t win
I LOSE: a part of myself to every person I love
I CONFUSE: myself daily
I LISTEN: as much as possible, and for the things most people can’t hear
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: with a faraway look in my eyes because I’m thinking
I NEED: someone to hold me
I AM HAPPY: when I realize how wonderful life is and that I’m living
I SHOULD HAVE: done so many things differently
Kinda nervous about all those truthful answers… I hate exposing myself like that.
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