bawl Source of my tears. Why does it have to be fifty dollars? I don’t understand. And that’s the reduced price… tear I’ll have to wait until it’s already out and then wait a while until I can find a nice used one on Amazon!! Oh, the horror!! sigh I guess I shouldn’t be complaining. I have every episode on discs. But it’s not DVD quality!!! And I don’t have the pretty box. whine
I decided not to go to the concert today. For several reasons. And I don’t really feel bad about it or regret it. So yay.
I don’t know what the crap I did. The last time Tyler and I went to the gym, I did these oblique exercises, and they have been hurting for three days. Not just the sides of my abs, but my back too, on the sides. It’s concerning me. It kinda also hurts in the middle of my back. I think I have something wrong. Something along the lines of needing a chiropractor to fix, which is impossible. I am poor. Ooh. I could just wait until somebody crashes into me. But no. I never want to be in a wreck again. Arg. That’s one thing I don’t understand sometimes. I mean, I know human instinct is self-preservation, but when someone is going to hit you, and it’s obviously their fault, why do we move out of the way? Especially if you’re going slowly and they’re only going to hit, say, your right bumper or something? It’s not like you’d lose in that deal. Well, unless you had a nice car. But I don’t. In fact I don’t have any car whatsoever. I drive my mom’s. And she would kill me if I even let someone scrape it. So I guess not dying is good incentive. Anyway. As I ramble.
I feel like hissing at the world today. hiss Blech. I’m just in a pooey mood. Probably because last night I had the worst allergy attack IN THE WORLD. I don’t even want to go into details. Let’s just say I didn’t get any rest at all until I slathered Vicks VapoRub all over myself. And I still feel icky. At least I’m wearing my pajamas with the feet. Yes. Don’t laugh. You know you want some for yourself. When my mom found an adult-sized pair, she couldn’t help but buy some. And the fact that I’m still wearing them when it’s 4:50 in the afternoon? Well, if you knew me, you wouldn’t think twice of it. I find it strange that I don’t like taking a shower as soon as I get up. I just…. can’t. Warm sleepy body, evil water… it just doesn’t mix. I only take a shower either right before I leave the house, or at night if I haven’t taken one already that day. That and I really really like wearing pajamas. In fact, I wish I had some more.
Which leads me to shopping, which I really really really really want to do. Not in the store, though. On the internet. At discount prices. Yeah. But I know if I do that, it would just not be smart. I got my change check, which was not very much at all, I didn’t realize they would divide it in half since I didn’t get a loan last semester. So I don’t get the rest of it until March 24th, or something. And that one will be a lot. Enough to get a car. But for now, I really need to hang on to the money I have, since I still can’t find a job. I looked in the Muskogee paper today… there’s NOTHING, unless you have some kind of certification. All kinds of jobs, if you’ve been CLEET certified, whatever that means, or can use Auto-Cad, which… I should know how, since my dad helped write it. But no. Of course not. Argh.
And I’m still rambling. There’s just all kinds of stuff I want that I could buy. Like… the aforementioned DVD box set, digital camera, the Sailor Moon Japanese box set ($150… tear), an mp3 player, not to mention lots of clothes. But I must have willpower. sigh
Yesterday Bryan and I went to Tulsa and helped Andy and Jessica and Jessica’s mom move to a new apartment. That was pretty fun. Nobody likes moving, but I’ve done it so much I realize how much you appreciate help. And plus I hardly ever get to see Andy and Jessica. They’re so fun. And Jessica gave me some old clothes. Yay! Like thrift store shopping except you don’t have to pay and the clothes are all clean. And Andy gave me a nifty wall scroll. It’s a sample from a company that makes them for Chinese restaurants. There’s a pretty picture of some cranes in the middle, and little descriptions of the Chinese zodiac around that, and then at the bottom a 2004 calendar. It’s great! The coolest part about it, though, is that when you pull the bottom of the scroll up and hook it to the top, there’s the whole menu for the restaurant right there. I thought it was really smart. And Jessica’s mom Ursula gave me a little table thing, which I have to find some way to go up and get later in the week, it wouldn’t fit in Bryan’s car. All in all, it was great. I kinda wish I could move to Tulsa. At least they have more jobs there.
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