You know what? Sometimes you just can’t win. I come so fucking far and then lose it somewhere. I don’t understand and I will NEVER understand.
All I know is I’m tired. I’m tired and trepidatious and I’m not even excited about leaving Muskogee anymore. Because these worries are going to follow me to the ends of the earth. Probably even farther.
I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop. Maybe I’m the shoe.
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