21 August 2004

Ya know, I really should make this little rule: NO posting while upset. But unfortunately, I’m breaking that rule right now.

I miss my fucking friends. I really really do. Because I feel absolutely, 100% deserted right now. Two people I care about very much have both had serious problems with me the first week I go 4000 MILES AWAY.

I really don’t understand this. Yeah, hey, I decided to do this. Yeah, I know I have to grow up and being away from my “safety’s” is neccesary. But why the crap do you have to rip out my entire support system from the ground up?? Why?

Anyway, my friends would never do that to me. I’ve met people here, but I really can’t know anybody well enough yet to unleash my torrent of unrest on them. And they’re not MY FRIENDS.

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