Author: lindsey

This layout was for me. Opposition does form opportunity. The nation has faced great opposition, but with all things, God provides a way of growth and change. I guess this layout was to remind me that all hope is not lost. Because it’s not. It never will be.
It’s still shocking to me the events of Tuesday. I spent a lot of time reading my Bible yesterday searching for clues about this. I believe God revealed many things to me. I was also amazed when I read Nostradamus’ prediction of this attack. I’ll delve on this later, for now, I have to get to class, but I think you should read what Bobbi wrote, both on her splash page and especially her journal. I think it pretty much sums up how all of us are feeling. I’ll also post a list of blogs later today that were especially moving.
Lindsey @ 11:35AM

Hey. It’s really odd how, during this horrible time, one thing we all did was scramble to read everybody’s blog, what other people were thinking and going through. So here’s my list of blogs I read that were especially touching/shocking/helpful. Some of them were so good I have added them to my read list.
andy’s chest
december-rain
flutter glub meow
notsosoft
ultrasparky
harrumph
saranwrap
toothpick girl
Oh, and here’s that Nostradamus prediction. Very freaky, you have to admit.
–>In the 9th month of the first year of a new millenium
A great burden from the sky, in a great city,
Shall separate two brothers
Causing the 3rd and final war
-nostradamus 1563
Well, that’s all for now. Must go work the front desk some more. Back to the daily grind.
Lindsey @ 5:45PM

I made that little ribbon over there in Paint Shop Pro. Me and my friend Gina were sitting here and decided I needed to show my support and recognition of this horrible tragedy online. So I drew this little ribbon and put it up with a little statement I made. If you would like one for your page, feel free to take the image, and the quote if you’d like, but that’s more personal to me than the drawing. The only thing is the ribbon is made with this color background, so you can change it, or if you don’t have the resources to, please e-mail me and I’ll change it for you. Thank you!
Lindsey @ 11:58PM

Well. The day after. I’ve seen way too much stuff for my age in just the last two days. But they’re talking about how they think they figured out who did it, or at least they’ve got a lot of hot trails. That’s slightly encouraging.
So, new layout. I thought we needed something cheerier. And Shiri Appleby is just great, so… new layout. Not completely done, obviously, still some glitches, but I really like it.
Lindsey @ 8:16PM

Oh, my God… I just watched the second tower of the World Trade Center collapse, live on the news. This is the most horrible thing I’ve ever seen in my life. I’m praying as hard as I can for all the people up there… I can’t believe this. Please God, save these people.
If you don’t know the whole story, please go to cnn.com.
Lindsey @ 10:37AM

I haven’t cried at all until I heard about the Palestinian people celebrating in the streets because of the WTC. I have never felt more hurt and insulted as an American in my life. I can’t believe they would feel that way when all these innocent people just died. I don’t understand how people can do this to eachother. It makes no sense to me. *sigh*
Well, I thought I better update about my life since I haven’t in a while… Oh, geez, where to begin… Well, I broke up with Randy, we’re still friends and talk and stuff, we just… fell out of love, I guess. That was a few weeks ago though. I’m feeling happier than I have in a long time. At the end of our relationship, it was beginning to be damaging, I think. But now I’m happy, trying to figure out who I am by myself again. (Yay. Fun.) And something (or should I say somebody) happened (pounced) just like I thought it (she) would, but hey, that’s okay, I hope they’re really happy with eachother (herself). ^-^
I’ve been doing really good in my RA job, my floor’s really great, just some minor problems. School’s been alright too. Had my first Zoology test yesterday, I think I did okay. And my car made it to Tahlequah!!! Woohoo!!!
Hey, taking off split from the blog links cause I don’t think it’s coming back. I also found this great site, must link. It’s called brokenloop.de.
Lindsey @ 4:33PM

Wow. Lots of entries today.
Well, this purple layout had good intentions, it really did, but… I think it’s time for it to go. But I don’t want to until I can get a new domain, and get PSP on my new compy. I need to take screen shots of this purple one, and the blindsey one so I can have archives. Yes! I am actually making a past layout section! *shock* Oh, and I put August in the archives finally. What? You’re actually working on your website?! *faint* Hmm. Now if I can only work on the Roswell one. I’ll try. Love my new compy. Gotta go get ready for Kappa Phi’s Degree of the Pine tonight. Yay! I get to pick a little!!! Woohoo!
Oh! Please to remind…
*Must go back to Goody’s on payday to get pants
*Must go back to Wal-Mart and get Connect Four
*Must UPDATE WEB PAGE
*Must study for Government test Thursday
*Hmm… must make to-do list section on next layout
That’s all, folks.
Lindsey @ 5:33PM

Yay!! Site updated, new layout. Soon-to-be new layout for my journal too. I don’t really want to call it a blog anymore, since it’s more personal than computer-y and plus I don’t use Blogger. Yeah, you’d think I would realize this sooner. Well, for those who know me, you understand. Yay! Again! Going to see a movie this weekend with Eric! Hmm, what to see, what to see… Glad we’re going as just friends or I would be nervous. Hah, hah. *skeptical look* Oooh, that new Elton John song is on MTV. I love it, which is really strange cause I usually hate Elton John. Maybe it’s because it’s his face I don’t like, and his face isn’t in this video… yeah. Okay, going home for the weekend. Bye!
Lindsey @ 5:04PM

Hi, no, I didn’t fall off the face of the earth. Just been extremely busy with school. Um.. wow, some links aren’t there, like Miss Perfect, and Split. But Split might be coming back I think, so I’ll leave it up. Also, immortal has changed, and I can’t find the personal journal, so I don’t know what to do. I’ll e-mail her. Dayna’s layout looks an awful lot like mine. Coincedence? Hmm… But that’s okay because I have made a new one!!! Yes, a new layout. I have kind of been on temporary hiatus but I’m comin’ back big, baby. ^-^ I’ll try to put it up tonight. Or, just in a little bit after I’ve made my RA rounds and cleaned my room a bit. I’ll also fix this August/September crossover. Oh, I have such news to tell!! Yay!! Alrighty, bye for now.
Lindsey @ 5:23PM

GRRRR. I already wrote this, but it deleted…. oh, sometimes I just don’t like ws_ftp, even if it is free. Anyway, I posted the preceding entry just a few seconds ago, but I wrote on Thursday about that time. Right now everything’s going pretty well, much better than before. The only way to go is up!!
Well, my first floor meeting here in RA Land is tomorrow night, and I’m all prepared. I’m not as nervous as I thought I would be, because I’ve gotten a chance to meet a lot of the girls and they’re really nice. I can’t wait until school starts though because it’s extremely boring just sitting around all day, waiting for people to check in. I can’t wait until Welcome Week!!! Yay! Free stuff! Posters (not free but very low-priced)!! Heehee… it’s gonna be a good year.
Oh, hey, guess what? I’m worth $2,117,942.00. That’s pretty high for a girl. Take the test and see if you’re worth more than the great Lindsey. Mwahaha…
Lindsey @ 7:37PM

Oh, yeah, new layout coming soon… I think it will be very nice!! I am removing my blue pill from the blog links because it CLOSED!!! Very sad, that was one of my favorite designs. Oh, well.
Heehee, my Star Wars name is Linsa Mamus. Of course, my honorific name is Sremetro of Claritin. Mmmmkay.
Lindsey @ 8:00PM

You know how you come to a point where you can’t go back? Well, I am at one of those points. Actually, it has already passed and left me behind. I broke up with Randy, and even though there weren’t any feelings left, I was with him for TWO AND A HALF YEARS. And it hurts more than anything. Somewhere deep inside… and I can’t believe how hard it is. Now I’m alone. And it hurts. It hurts so bad. I hate how calm and normal I can be in the daytime and then cry my heart out at night, when it’s just me and I have nowhere or nobody else to run to. We have been through so much, and it’s almost impossible to just… throw all that away. But I can’t go back. I know it. I know it’s for good this time… and that’s what hurts. All I can do now is face forward, and hope things will get better, because they always do. I know God will help me through it. That’s another thing that’s worrying me. I’ve been reading the book “The Prayer of Jabez,” and it’s really good, and I’ve been praying the prayer, but it’s not working. It’s like the connection between me and God has been closed off somehow. I know God doesn’t do that, so it must be me, but I just don’t know what it is. I’ve prayed for forgiveness of my sins, and I’ve prayed to recieve God’s blessing, but I just don’t feel it. And Satan is not attacking me. That’s a bad sign. Or maybe he is and I’ve just forgotten how to recognize it. I don’t know. But anyway, so now I am automatically thrust back into the fields of lonely souls, millions of people searching for that single one, the one that is their perfect soul mate. But I think I am not going to look right now. The truth is, I have noticed someone, but I don’t want to be involved at all right now. (Is that stupid? To not want to like someone but you just… do?) So why do I still act like a nervous idiot around him? It’s crazy. I KNOW this is just a rebound crush. Must stop. But I can’t help looking at him and wondering if he feels the same way? Even just a little bit? I have always wondered that, about every guy that I’ve ever liked. Whether they liked me back or not. Now that I pretty much know the signs, I can look back and think, “Wow. He did like me. Heehee, me and my irresistable charm.” RIGHT. Anyway. But in the present, I have no clue at all. But… I have an idea. And that’s enough. For now.
Lindsey @ 10:43PM

Hi everyone!! Sorry about not writing!! I am now all settled into NSU and in RA training (Well, not at this moment, obviously). Don’t have a computer as of now, I’m using the office one, but by Monday I should have it all set up. My scrollbar doesn’t show up on this browser, even though it’s IE. Must be an old one. Well, the good thing is that’s the only thing that doesn’t work. Alrighty, I’ll try to update later. Bye!
Lindsey @ 4:23PM

Hey, how’s it going? Not a whole lot’s happened the last couple of days, except I had a garage sale today. Little scared cause this is my last night at home, tomorrow’s my first day in my new room as an RA for my sophomore year of college. Don’t think I’m a baby for being scared either. I’m going to be in charge of 24+ girls that are older than me. I would be a baby if I ran screaming for the hills. But instead, facing future head on. Rawr. Right, okay.
This layout is really starting to bug me. Ick. Dang, am I never satisfied? Oh, well, I have to live with it!! HA. And update where it counts. Yeah. During school, I might get to update more than I thought cause I’m getting a compy for college!!! YEAH!!! Okay, very excited. Extremely happy. Thank you, God!!!
Alrighty, going. If you like Mario Bros., the original, then go to this site. It’s great. Oh, also, Dayna, who seems more layout fickle than even I, has yet another one. I love the colors. Great job, Dayna!! *thumbs up*
Lindsey @ 10:53PM

Hay, whazzup? I just found a really great site of a girl who is a lot like me. Sweet-essence.net is her site. I added her to the blog mania list even though I like her whole page, not just her blog. Oh-well. Yeah. Okay. Going. Ba da ba ba ba ching ching.
Lindsey @ 12:45AM