Author: lindsey

Hey! Long time no write! Aww, look at my poor abandonded web page. Well, break was great, and school is almost out for the semester!! Yay!! But I have to get through finals first. Boo!! Well, looks like the domain is just going to have to wait. I bought some stuff off of eBay and I have to get reading/computer glasses. Yay! I can’t wait to get my glasses! I’ve already picked out the frames and everything. My appointment was yesterday, and I have amblyopia in my left eye, but the don’t know what caused it. It’s not progressive or anything, but the docs just really want to figure out what the dealio is. I guess, being a teaching hospital, that would make sense. Anyway. They put the dilatey stuff in my eyes and shone bright lights in my eyes for TWO HOURS… it hurt. And they still couldn’t figure it out, so I have a neurology appointment Monday. I’m a little nervous. What if they do a CAT scan? I want to figure out what’s causing it as much as they do, though. It’s a mystery… hmm… ^-^
Lalala… okay, well… yeah… I got to work at Carmike, and I didn’t realize how much I missed it! I can’t wait for the break so I can work some more. Okay, I better do my Government homework now. Ciao!!
Lindsey @ 7:05PM

Maahaha! I’ve found an adoptable Harry and Hermione! And all the other characters! (Okay, people, this is really weird because I hate adoptions and generally despise people that have these all over their site.) Anyway, here they are!

Aren’t they adorable!! I got them from HAC. They had a lot of the other characters too, but these two are my fave. Especially Harry. I can so relate to him. Well, no, I don’t have a scar shaped like a lightning bolt and I’m not a wizard, but you know what I mean. I almost got Dumbledore just because his outfit’s so awesome. Yay! I get to see the movie again tonight in Tulsa, on a big screen! Anyway, ta-ta. Have a Happy Thanksgiving!!
Lindsey @ 12:41PM

Look, I am also an Ewan fan… hehe.

Yes, I know all these little things are getting crowded. But it’s alright because hopefully over the break, I’m buying a domain and this page will soon be redesigned and moved. ^-^
Lindsey @ 12:54PM

Ah, I love you, MSN… no matter how many windows I have open, it always opens my e-mail in a new one… the small joys of being a computer nerd. Speaking of that, I gave my speech for Speech class today and it was over the basics of HTML. And while I was giving the speech (totally made up right then off the top of my head, of course) I realized how far I have come. I’ve been doing HTML for 6 years now. Wow… and still, my layouts, my page, never comes out the way I want it to. I look at other people’s layouts and marvel at how much soul they’ve put into it, and mine end up looking like this, just little plain ole Lindsey. Hmmm… I wonder if that means I don’t have that much soul? Nah… couldn’t be. I wish, then I wouldn’t FEEL so much.
Anyway, I’ve been desperately scrounging around for any design program now that my PSP has gone past the trial period. I downloaded Photoshop 6.0 only to find that it won’t let me save files. Then I remembered I had Photoshop 5.0, so I tried to install it, but I don’t have the serial number and therefore, can’t completely install. Now I have to wait on my dad to find the serial number, and what if he doesn’t… *scared* I don’t want to pay $99 for PSP, but it’s my favorite, and if I don’t get to design something SOON, I would give my firstborn child for it. Okay, maybe it’s not that bad, but I would trade something really important for it, like… my CD player (which I just bought and adore). It was only $60.
Hmm… other news… I’ve decided I’m going to Japan. I found this guy’s site and he had a page about his visit to Japan, and which tour company he used, so I looked at the site. It’s $2985 for 12 days throughout Japan. So I’m going to save up, and hopefully, the summer after my junior year, I’ll be able to go. That’s in a little over a year! Yay! I’m so excited. I’m wondering who I can get to go with me, though, cause I really don’t want to go alone, but I would, to see Japan. I was thinking Beth, but I’m afraid she’ll be too low on funds after her trip to Egypt. Maybe Eric… possibly.
*sigh* My fingers are itching to design something. I’ll go now, and open Paint and pretend I’m airbrushing like normal.
Lindsey @ 4:35PM

I’m still having trouble sleeping. But I think it’s from worrying about school, and I’ve taken care of everything. I feel a lot better than I did earlier in the week, too. A lot happier. It’s just tomorrow and Tuesday and then the break! I’m so excited because I get to work a lot, and I’ve really missed Carmike. I love that place. And then Thanksgiving at Scott and Cheryl’s house. I keep having turkey and stuffing dreams, with mashed potatoes. I can’t wait!
I saw the Harry Potter movie Friday. Gina made me read the book and it was wonderful, so I had to see the movie. It was great! It was honestly one of the best movies I have ever seen. I couldn’t believe it. I’m even going to see it again over the break. Oh, I’m going to miss my wonderful compy so much… *sigh* Well, see you after Thanksgiving!
@ 3:02PM

Wow, it feels like I’ve been asleep for days. I just had the most wonderful dream, it was perfect. And then I woke up and I was so sad that it wasn’t real. *sigh* Great. Now I don’t even know what it means. I feel so detached from the world.
Lindsey @ 1:22PM

Hey everybody!! I’ve missed talking… or, actually I have a lot of stuff to say. I’m listening to Mr. Roboto, and it’s really early. I’m really happy now, life is good, except school’s lacking a little bit. Christine got a domain for her blog! It’s great! It makes me want to buy a new domain name… you know, what I said I was gonna do a long time ago but never have? Actually I’ve been paying off my new baby compy. But soon, it will be all paid up and then it will be time… mwahahaa. I think I have progressed enough in my html-ing to get a domain. But I need to buy PSP too. I can’t keep downloading it every thirty days. xp
Anyhoo… as soon as I can, I’m going to get off my butt and start working on these sites I’m supposedly making. Otherwise, what is the endless cycle of dl-ing PSP for? Hehe, now I’m listening to “Da Da Da.” It’s car commercial song night, I guess. Ooh, next can be that song from Zoolander. *sings* da da da… I love this song. *easily amused*
Um, here’s a couple things… if you want to see a drawing/painting I have done, click here. And if you want to see a pic of Eric (sorry ‘dro, I couldn’t resist! >:) <– evil lindsey) click here. Hehe… go ahead, laugh and point.
I have been starting cross-stitch lately… I don’t know what’s wrong with me. No, seriously, I bought these two little ones that I’ve already finished (geez, I just bought these yesterday, er, Sunday) and a really big pretty one. It has wolves in the snow and the moon, it has a lot of pretty blues and I can’t wait to get started on it. The problem is, when I do something like this or work on my web page, hobbies that are very time-consuming that I really enjoy, nothing else gets done. But I HAVE to get a lot done tomorrow because I didn’t go to any of my classes today. I got a flu shot Sunday, and I think it made me a little sick. Well, at least I was weak and tired all day. I’m still pretty weak. But tomorrow’s my training for deer jaw pulling. Yes, for extra credit points in Zoology and 50 bucks a day I will pull deer jaws out from dead hunted deer. I am really looking forward to it. NOT. No, I think it will be good experience for me. I’m starting to think about different career options, particularly neurology or genetics. But my dad let me borrow a lot of Patricia Cornwell books and it’s making forensics interesting to me all over again. But anyway, I’m once again off the subject, the training’s tomorrow. I’m going to bed before I decide to stay up all night. I just might anyway. Night!
Lindsey @ 3:31AM

Narf… I updated the wishlist, now with intangible wishes!! Thought you should know.
Lindsey @ 4:11AM

Okay… wow… I did it. I stayed up all night…
I was making this page > music: floating. Go visit it! I think it’s great for being tired and making it in one night, especially without PSP. Yes, that’s right, even if you download it again you still can’t run it. Communists!
Lindsey @ 7:41AM

Yay! I have finished Electron Racetrack!! Now I just need to get the Roswell site done… that’s the big one.
Lindsey @ 5:03PM

I have this weird feeling. I don’t really know the word for it… maybe… disenchanted? No. More like a mixture of sadness, hoplessness, and comfort, if that makes any sense. Almost like… melancholy. The kind of feeling where you want to listen to classical female vocalists and sit and just look inside yourself.
Except I feel this strange comfort, just a settling calm like I know I’m here and can’t be moved, or something like that. I just want to sit and breathe for the sake of breathing. Because it lets me know that I’m alive, lets me know that the world is real, and so am I. The past few days I’ve felt so many emotions, and I keep wondering if they’re even real. But I look in the mirror, I see myself, I feel the air filling my lungs, and I know I’m real. And I’ll always have that. Even when I don’t know what I’m thinking or feeling. Or what I’m supposed to be thinking or feeling.
I made a wishlist today to put on my site. But they’re all material possesions. What I really wish for is peace. A renewed love of life. Love for myself. More time to spend with my loved ones. More time to know myself.
Lindsey @ 8:12PM

Well, I didn’t get stood up like I thought, it was just a mix-up.
There’s not really anything else to say. I’m a little sad right now, but it’s nothing to worry about, just my own stupidity. Just me letting other people step all over my feelings. I knew I should have just stayed away from guys. Ah, well, lessons for the future. This won’t happen again. Ever. That’s for sure. *sigh*
Lindsey @ 8:22PM

Alright. Just a little pissed off here. Don’t really like it when friends say they’ll call and they don’t and instead go off and do other things. Well, that’s okay. Because I’m not going to let it get to me. It’s just sad when I have to close myself off for fear of being hurt because of jerks like this. *sigh*
In other aspects, this has been a great day. I feel good, just a little restless. Nothing some driving around didn’t cure, though. I went to Hastings and saw Randy. That was a little weird. So we’re supposed to do something tomorrow. It’ll be nice to catch up.
Lindsey @ 9:37PM

Hey everyone. I’ve added a Neobadge to the bottom of my page. (Yes! It’s true! I’m a Neopets phr34k!!) Anyway, my goal for completion of all my pages is December 1st. If you’ve been checking, you notice that I haven’t really updated lately. That’s because life is CRAZY!!! So sorry about that.
Umm… not anything else really interesting happening. I’ve been reading some online comics lately, Megatokyo and Sinfest. They’re both great.
Lindsey @ 2:08PM