Download any Freezepop song. They have one called Tracey Gold. That seriously cracks me up.
Okay, apparently, there is NO DECENT FACSIMILE of the outfit Selene wore in Underworld. Argh. Oh, well. Jeremy sent me an e-mail with some… tasty costume pictures in it so I’ve been looking at costumes all afternoon. I think I like this one the best –> click.
Anyhoo, I really feel… strange lately. Probably because there’s no dramatic crisis that has to be averted. It’s nice. But I still feel kind of wary, like one is just around the corner. I had a nice long talk with my mom yesterday about that dream I had, and with Shayna too, and I think I’ve forgiven myself. I feel a lot better, at least. I realize that I did what I could in that situation, and if I’m the only person that learned something from it, well… that’s sad, but… that’s all I have control of.
I’ve been wanting to cook a lot lately… it’s weird. I DID promise Chris a cake a few weeks ago, so I’m going to make that for him… er… well, I said I would tonight but I think it’ll probably have to be later this week. Because yesterday at the store I had an impulse and bought pasta, chicken, and alfredo sauce. And we all know what that means. At least, I hope. Chicken alfredo!! Yay!! The pasta and sauce parts are easy, but… I’ve never really cooked any kind of meat before. So… I know all about washing your hands a lot b/c of salmonella, but… I think I’ll just wait for my mom to get home to tell me. I got a lot of chicken too. Like 4 breast fillets, and I think I only need one for the pasta. We’ll see how it goes.
After that, hanging out with Tony. Yay! And then to work for two hours. Yeah, I still sort of work at GameStop. A bit. And from what Wade told me, those two hours are going to be extremely busy.
So… I think… yeah… I think I might just be… dare I say it… happy. Right now. I feel relaxed, not stressed or pressured in any way… I’m slightly worried about getting a job, but not really since I’ve accomplished a lot in that department as far as looking and applying. Wow… this is nice. I could get used to this. For the first time I feel like I deserve it a little. I’m just gonna enjoy it. Yeah. Isn’t that what sane people do?
Oh God. It’s happening again. It happens every single time I try to clean out my Favorites. I have TONS of bookmarks for sites that I think just look pretty. Or there’s just something about them that you can sort of pinpoint, but not really duplicate and it just PISSES you off that you look at a thousand websites that have this thing and you can’t for the life of you figure out where yours is.
Or maybe that’s just me.
So I’m anal when it comes to designs. This one, currently, is not bad. It was actually very very nice when I first made it. But like all designs I make, after a while your mindset changes. Life is constant change. People constantly evolve and designs become outdated and not good enough. It’s like a sporadic aesthetic revolution.
And it’s happening to me again.
Notice how I push Return a lot to try and add some poetic drama.
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